So it has been a tremendously long time since I have updated this thing, and for that I apologize for those of you who find my life interesting. Since then, I've been working and trying to hang with as many people as possible. For one, I'd like to apologize for those of you I have not seen or talked to. I never wanted to be the friend who basically fell of the edge of the earth but unfortunately, I have become that. My feelings towards you all have not changed for I love you and am there for you all. Life gets in the way and it sucks.... but I would like to put out there that I do care and that I am not simply ignoring you or don't care, I've just been terribly busy with all that life throws at me.
Update on the life of Kerri.... Grandparents are moved in, house is done, change has arrived, room is still unorganized and still needs more....sprucing?! I feel that my life has changed from what it used to be, when I lived with my mom and basically did what I wanted to do. Now, I am surrounded by grandma, which is not a bad thing considering I can't do what I want to do. This semester I will not be attending school..... I have decided that I need time to do what makes me happy and need to find who I really am. It won't set me back, and I have thought about it, and I have come to realize that it is very much needed. This semester I want to make money, and I want to pursue my dream of being a comedian....well actually, I could care less if I am a comedian, but I want to at least try some stand up courses, and enjoy living life. All of my life I have been the type to worry too much and please other people more than myself. I'm not saying I am going to be cold and heartless, but why can't I have some fun?! Everything is different for me and I'm not used to it. I've lost friends, and I feel like I am losing family. Anyway, I at first did not want to write about my plans this semester because I felt like a failure. But I am realizing more and more that I am doing this to help me be who I am. As Joe Giudice says, "Happy wife, Happy life....forget about it!" Although I am not a wife.....so that part doesn't apply to me....but the rest can!!!
